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2011년 02월 25일

yup, my weight is stuck! My cycle still hasnt started, and im still feeling bloated and gross, and i know i'll have a huge drop the minute my body catches up with itself. :P

Tomorrow is my little boy's 4th birthday. On this day 4 years ago I was 5 days over due and choking down a castor oil cocktail to try and naturally induce labor... It gets a me a little teary eyed to think about it, i cant believe he's already 4! and yes, i go through this every year. Tomorrow will be even worse as i go through the whole day (he was born at 11pm) replaying things. Totally gets on hubby's nerves, but i'm sentimental like that :)

We're having his party Saturday, chips and dip, pizza and cake will be served. Just a small get together with family at the house, it should be fun! And i've given myself a pass from the gym tonight, the kiddo's room has GOT to be cleaned and orgainized before the party tomorrow, and i know its going to take some time, plus the entire rest of the house. ugh, i hate this part of party hosting... I am getting up early for a run in the park tomorrow morning tho, then a hair appt, then the party! Yipee! Should be a good weekend.

Hope the rest of you have a good weekend too!

2011년 02월 25일

체중: 지금까지 감소한: 남은양: 다이어트 실행도:
61.8 kg 5.8 kg 5.1 kg 합리적
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2011년 02월 24일

2011년 02월 23일

My child actually duped me out of going to the gym last night. grrr

Here's what happened...When i picked him up from daycare i noticed a sign on the wall informing parents of a nasty stomach bug thats going around and to watch out for symptoms.
We get to the gym and kiddo asks for a sip of water, so i hand him my bottle, but he doesnt what mine, he wants HIS water....
So he starts crying, really loud. I took him right outside the kids room and sat down with him (he's almost 4, and doesnt usually cry like that unless sometihng is really wrong) to see what was going on with him. He's finally able spit out between cries, "my tummy hurts, i need to frow up" ugh...
So we leave and get home, he lays on the couch for about a minute and a half then comes bouncing around the corner asking for 2 hotdogs and some chips.
When i questioned him about his tummy ache he looked down in shame and whispered 'i lied'.

WOW, duped by a 3 year old. Cant say thats my proudest moment...

So i'm a little frustrated at how screwed up my gym schedule is this week, since i now will have to go 4 days in a row to get my full routine in, but whatev. As long as it gets done, i'll be happy. :)

My investigator is taking me out to lunch today to an old time diner downtown, they dont serve anything veggie friendly or low cal friendly, so i saved as many calories as possible for lunch. Not sure what i'm going to do about the lack of vegetarian options. I'll probably either have the spaghetti with meat sauce (that normally doesnt have a ton of meat anyways) or the Hawaiin Pizza, hold the ham, add jalepenos. MMMMmmm i cant wait!

2011년 02월 22일

I'm definitley thinking i actually gained a pound. If my weight is still 137 Friday, i'm gonna have to enter it. That would put my weight up .4 for the month of February.
But i'm going to bust my ass this week to make sure that doesnt happen.

After reading k8yk's most recent journal entries, i've been thinking alot about why i am really doing this. Why it is so important to me to be beautiful in a bikini for Hawaii. The conclusion that i have come to is that its something i have always wanted, but never had. I've never had the self discipline or the motivation to make it that far. I'm a half-asser by nature, its one of the things about myself i'm not too proud of. And i want to prove to myself that i can actually do something, finish a project, if i want it bad enough. I think i could go so far in life if i could just prove to myself that i can do something if i just put my mind to it.
Will i be happier when i get there? Who knows, but thats not really my goal. My goal is to be proud of myself for accomplishing a something, seeing something through to the end. My body right now is decent. I look good in clothes. I'm really not even over weight anymore. My goal of reaching a bikini body by September 2011 is simply to prove to myself that i can.

Ah, now that i've cleared that up in my head i feel a ton better.
Happy Tuesday buddies!


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