This is the third time in my life I have been fat. This is the hardest time I have had loosing the weight. Of all the medical conditions I have 2 I hope to get rid of loosing weight; diabetis and high blood pressure. The other issues I am stuck with.

On good days when I can walk (fibromyalsia), my friend and I meet out at the ranch and ride her horses; a paint and a clydesdale. On bad days, it's hard to walk period. On so so days, I go to the ranch and just groom the horses or teach my daughter how to ride. My profile picture is of me on the clydesdale. Getting on any horse is not an easy task for me. One of these days that picture will change from a heavy person to a healthier sized person! I rode horses ALL THE TIME. I know I am not a kid any more but riding heals my mind and gives me peace.

I float tube fish and love it. Being out in the middle of a mountain lake listening to all the sounds is an awesome feeling; SERENITY. Marin Frist spoke of SERENITY on Men In Trees. A wonderful show ABC and WB dropped TO SOON (IDIOTS.) I'm still lookingformyMIT!

I container garden and I hope this years harvest will be plentiful with FILLING FOODS, to go with my fresh trout and bass.

I also help my mother out as much as I can. My sister and I divide driving her to her doctor appts, ER.