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2015년 11월 4일

I just had a big aha. I couldn't figure out why I've been discombobulated and out of sorts. I am grieving. When I was in my 20's, my mom went into a coma unexpectantly, I was told she was going to die. She didn't die physically but she forgot who I was for years, could barely communicate, and her personality changed drastically. She was never as she was again. It was as if she died.

Fast forward to this past Monday when my son had a near miss with death when he hydroplaned, lost control of his car, and it was totaled. He is fine, but I took it hard because I'd had this earlier experience with my mom. On a subconscious level, I feared I would lose another beloved family member.

I bring this up because I can't use food to soothe myself and dull the uncomfortable feelings. Instead, I have to feel my feelings. I am thankful that they finally came to the surface because I was going a little crazy until I became conscious of what was going on underground. Maybe I am developing a new relationship with food.

What do you use instead of food to deal with emotional pain?

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체중: 지금까지 감소한: 남은양: 다이어트 실행도:
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2015년 10월 31일



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