Tried to upload a picture yesterday of my taco salad, but it wouldnt work for some reason.
Been a rough weekend, my husband got angry with me Saturday night and didnt speak to me all day Sunday. Normally I would have turned to sweets or something to comfort myself, but I stayed strong. I should have taken a walk or something active to burn some of the anxiety, but I didnt. I know this is supposed to me about weight loss and my journey, but I am really in a weird place right now. I am worried that he doesnt love me, and more than that, I am worried he never did. I think maybe he married me to get away from his family, but when I lost my job and we had to stay living with them it made him resent me. He can be so mean to me, and sometimes for no reason. The fight started on Saturday night because he said something about not eating with his family anymore, and I asked why. He blew up and said that I was trying to hurt him more by asking that and trying to "raise hell" with him. All I did was ask why...I just dont know what to do right now...
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190.5 kg
지금까지 감소한: 38.6 kg.
남은양: 77.1 kg.
다이어트 실행도: 100%.
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다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2018년 01월 22일:
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1350 kcal
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지방: 75.66g | 단백질: 128.74g | 탄수화물: 32.19g.
점심 식사: Monterey Jack Cheese, Simply Enjoy Grilled Red and Yellow Peppers, Calavo Avocado, Whataburger Grilled Chicken Patty. 저녁 식사: Pork Roast (Lean Only Eaten), Baken-ets Traditional Fried Pork Skins, Del Monte Cut Green Beans. 간식/기타: Frigo Cheese Heads Original String Cheese. 더보기
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주 3.2 kg 감소하기
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