I'm with ya there. I cannot stand going and not being able to ride with my kiddos. Having to say sorry mommy's too fat, or mommy can't fit. Breaks my heart! And every time I go I say, I will lose weight before we come again, and every time, I get home and get stressed and eat, eat, eat! My kids are all in school this year, so I'm hoping that NOW is the time to focus a little bit on ME! It's easier to eat better when they're not here for some reason lol. And walking and such is much less of a hassle. I hope we can both do this and be riding those roller coasters (or whatever floats your boat lol!) very, very soon!! We can, I know we can!! Good luck to us both!!!