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Still feeling very blah. I've had a mild headache now for the 3rd day in a row and its got me a little concerned. I hardly ever get headaches. I did drink a lot of diet soda this weekend in efforts to distract myself from the food in the kitchen, so maybe thats causing it. I dont know.
My self esteem/confidence level is down really low, and i think that is also playing a huge part in why i feel so crappy. I had a minor issue with hubbs this weekend, and it left me feeling very unattractive. He's not very good at reminding me that he's attracted to me and it always makes me feel bad about myself. But that has made me realize that my image of myself depends entirely too much on what other people think of me. I need to be happy with myself regardless of what other people see, even if that other person is my husband.
I'm hoping to get out of this funk soon, the inlaws are coming (again) this weekend and being in a bad mood AND having to deal with them would make for a very miserable weekend.
and becuase it fits my mood today, here's a movie quote:
"I'm having a shitty day, I'm depressed. Tell me a funny joke."
Its from my all time favorite movie, any one know which one? I'll give you a hint; add a thick italian accent to that line.
다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2011년 03월 8일:
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1357 kcal
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지방: 37.44g | 단백질: 74.18g | 탄수화물: 185.28g.
아침 식사: brown sugar, raspberries, strawberries, bob's red mill oats, 2% milk, coffee, half and half. 점심 식사: shrimp, vermicelli. 저녁 식사: creamy tomato soup, butter, boar's head deluxe ham, boar's head monterey with jalepenos, pepperidge farm whole wheat bread. 간식/기타: gala apple, orange bell pepper, sabra hummus, banana. 더보기
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Boondock Saints! LOVE that movie. :) I tell you girl, I relate to you so much it's not funny. I am the same way about my confidence depending too much on others... My husband isn't one to dish out the compliments b/c he says, "You know I'm attracted to you!" He doesn't get that my messed up self esteem needs to hear it often to keep believing it. If I don't hear for a while, I worry that he's starting to become less attracted... I know it's completely my own problem, but damn it's hard to change! He's been trying though, we had a long talk about my poor self esteem, so now he tries to use words like 'beautiful' or 'pretty' instead of just 'nice' like he always used to say. I was like, babe, "nice" is like a death sentence! LOL I hope you can start to see how truly beautiful you are. You really are gorgeous! Own it. :) Chin up. And I'd tell you a joke, but I'm horrible at it! :)
2011년 03월 8일 작성이: deb_bluerose
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Yay! I was hoping someone would get that right! That is the way my husband is, very vague when asked about my appearance. Cant I get a 'damn you look hot!' once in a while!?? Geez!
2011년 03월 8일 작성이: TheChunkyOne
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Exactly! How can they not see that "nice" just isn't what we're going for...?
2011년 03월 8일 작성이: deb_bluerose
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