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I'm definitley thinking i actually gained a pound. If my weight is still 137 Friday, i'm gonna have to enter it. That would put my weight up .4 for the month of February.
But i'm going to bust my ass this week to make sure that doesnt happen.
After reading k8yk's most recent journal entries, i've been thinking alot about why i am really doing this. Why it is so important to me to be beautiful in a bikini for Hawaii. The conclusion that i have come to is that its something i have always wanted, but never had. I've never had the self discipline or the motivation to make it that far. I'm a half-asser by nature, its one of the things about myself i'm not too proud of. And i want to prove to myself that i can actually do something, finish a project, if i want it bad enough. I think i could go so far in life if i could just prove to myself that i can do something if i just put my mind to it.
Will i be happier when i get there? Who knows, but thats not really my goal. My goal is to be proud of myself for accomplishing a something, seeing something through to the end. My body right now is decent. I look good in clothes. I'm really not even over weight anymore. My goal of reaching a bikini body by September 2011 is simply to prove to myself that i can.
Ah, now that i've cleared that up in my head i feel a ton better.
Happy Tuesday buddies!
다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2011년 02월 22일:
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1300 kcal
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지방: 52.66g | 단백질: 35.37g | 탄수화물: 188.15g.
아침 식사: banana, laura scudder's, coffee, half and half. 점심 식사: strawberries, Kraft ranch, cucumber, red pepper, grape tomatoes, spring mix, healthy choice cheese tortellini soup. 저녁 식사: avocado, red onion, cucumber, sabra hummus, oroweat whole wheat. 간식/기타: grapes, larabar . 더보기
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I read K8's latest journal this morning, and thought the same thing. I wondered if I was doing this for the right reasons... I honestly know I'm doing this to feel better about myself, but at what point will I finally be happy? I can tell you, I'm a lot happier with myself now than I was when I started! I'm starting to realize that my body will never be perfect (especially since the baby!), and I think I'm OK with that. I just want to feel in my clothes. And I'm already starting to! I only have 1.5lbs left to go to reach my pre-pregnancy weight; that will make me really happy. And 134 and I'll no longer be considered over-weight - Yay! Any you're already there, so that's awesome! So I think anything past that is just gravy... :) But I say you're gorgeous as you are now! So rock that bikini this fall! Even if you don't lose another pound. Nobody there will know you anyway, right? Rock it! :) Congrats on what you've accomplished so far, you've done a great job! (And I love your half-asser comment. I'm the same way! Life is too busy, so that doesn't help. I always feel like I'm just doing enough to get by. Like my house is clean-enough, the yard is neat-enough... The only thing I make myself give 100% to is my hubby and daughter. And I still wish I could give them more...)
2011년 02월 22일 작성이: deb_bluerose
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You are so right! I'm gonna rock that bikini whether or not i lose another ounce :) And the only thing i put 100% into other than my boys, is procrastonating. I am a wonderful procrastonator! LOL
2011년 02월 22일 작성이: TheChunkyOne
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Procrastinators unite! LOL Oh we're sorry, the procrastination support group meeting has been postponed... hahaha!
2011년 02월 22일 작성이: deb_bluerose
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Procrastinators: the leaders of tomorrow!
2011년 02월 22일 작성이: awilker
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