Have to pat myself on the back, actually had lunch out yesterday and had a Diet Coke. Day 11 of no wine, watching what I eat. Has been pretty easy so far, taking out carbs, adding protein, back to my old ways when I lost 85 pounds.
I hate that I gain weight so easily! I blame bio mother, in the 50's they fed babies like hogs, a fat baby was a sign of a healthy baby and I really had fat rolls. Have fought my weight my entire life, I can easily gain 5 pounds in one day. After a while in becomes a pain having to be soooooo careful.
You just get sick of having people like my friend who weighs 110 pounds soaking wet and has never had a moment of needing to watch her weight say "I saw a plus size store that looks kinda nice". Really! Or do you really want to eat that bread? (What are you the bread monitor?) Yes I called her my friend because it doesn't occur to her that she is being offensive having never walked in my shoes.
I have learned to be tolerant of people who do mindless comments, well enough for today.
This weekend the gym!
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