billtech66님의 저널, 2015년 05월 9일

Was doing pretty well adjusting to Tiger being gone.
Then yesterday I ran across a note from the day before Tiger died.
quote: (4/27/15; when I woke up, first thing I did; I brought Tiger onto bed with me in the morning, him purring. We were together a long time, with Tiger happy, both of us happy and content, petting Tiger, slowly waking all the way. Tiger hasn't purred much lately, so it was very very nice to spend this time with him, and him purring, us together.)
Not knowing it’s the last time in the morning for us. Since the very next morning, I found him reaching up to me, heading up on the bed with me when he died.
But somehow we must have known, since it was very unusual for both of us to do this. For me to make a point of bringing him onto the bed with me on my waist. and Tiger to purr like this when he's not purred much lately, and and him to stay so long. Usually he gets up shortly. Long ago he used to stay this long at the computer on my lap.
I'm getting mixed feelings to say the least. Happy to remember this, but brings back a lot of sadness.
66.3 kg 지금까지 감소한: 3.9 kg.    남은양: 0 kg.    다이어트 실행도: 100%.

다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2015년 05월 9일:
2605 kcal 지방: 87.60g | 단백질: 78.36g | 탄수화물: 414.28g.   아침 식사: Olivers grocery 61% Cacao Choc Coconut Chews (15g each piece), Cinnamon, Vanilla Extract, Lemon Juice, BillsGingerJuice 1oz Raw Ginger Juice organic, Bill, Dried Pumpkin and Squash Seed Kernels, Bananas, Spirulina Seaweed (Dried), Nature Made Magnesium Citrate, Water, Red or Cayenne Pepper, Now Foods Psyllium Husk Powder, Kelp Seaweed, Frozen Blueberries, The Ginger People Crystallized Ginger, Bob's Red Mill Old Country Style Muesli, Fennel Seed. 점심 식사: Chosen Foods Avocado Oil, Balsamic Vinegar, Garlic, Cilantro, Chicken Sausage, California Avocados, alvarado st bakery Alvarado St. Bakery California Style Complete Protein Bread, Coconut Pudding, Coconut Creme Pie. 저녁 식사: Honeycrisp Apples, Water, BillsGingerJuice 1oz Raw Ginger Juice organic, Bill, Turmeric (Ground), Lemon Juice, Clover Honey. 간식/기타: Bananas, Coconut Creme Pie, Coconut Pudding. 더보기
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Yes, he was your companion and it makes sense you miss him, hang with it. 
2015년 05월 9일 작성이: HCB
Yes, grief over any loss is a mixture of good memories and the sting of our loss...some days are better than others...thanks for sharing...may your many good memories bring you a measure of comfort in this ongoing process... 
2015년 05월 9일 작성이: SuccessThisTime58
Tiger, a loyal companion, loved you and that memory will live on forever , for you and Tiger added happiness to each other that can't be taken away, and the sadness teaches us to treasure the genuine things in life!! 
2015년 05월 11일 작성이: wynelle chadwick
:) thank you so much for well spoken and heartfelt responses. :) 
2015년 05월 11일 작성이: billtech66
I'm so sorry for the lose of Tiger. I know the pain of losing a 4 legged family member. 
2015년 05월 11일 작성이: mjl1961

     
 

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