I am a 32 year old single mom of 3. I have always struggled with my weight, im either skinny or fat no inbetweeen.and now i am the biggest ive ever been and i weigh 285 and im so depressed and i hate to look in the mirror, i look so ugly and fat and i used to be a very pretty girl (people tell me anyways) ive finally gave up on the ice cream and decided to loose it once and for all and get myself healthy and happy again