5"7'
highest weight: 150
lowest weight: 96

current weight: 138

(minus -3.3 for implants)
goal weight1: 144/(141) [x]
goal weight2: 138/(135) [x]
goal weight3: 132/(129) [x]
goal weight4: 128/(123) [x]
goal weight5: 123/(120) [x]
goal weight6: 121/(118) [ ]
ultimate goal weight: 115-111 [ ]


im in my mid 20's. im my late teens i developed anorexia and struggled with it for years. and i still do. I tried to become healthy but ballooned up in weight ='( it caused horrible insecurity. i still sometimes stuggle with urge to not want to eat. but this i am doing much better and i am trying to lose weight the healthiest way i possibly can. by eating many small low carb high protein meals during the day. the weight come off much slower this way but i know its healthier.

i want to take control of my life and have to body ive always wanted. im not against body modification. be it through tattoo, peircing, or plastic sugery. Ive had all 3. and love all my results =)
i also love horseback riding. there is nothing more relaxing and unique as connecting with a horse.
Katie Price is the girl in my photo (not me). she a UK personality/ glamour model(even tho im from the u.s). Shes a self built buiness woman. A mother of 3 one of who is a special needs child. And horse lover (like me!) with her own equestrian line. She lives her life the way she sees fit and doesnt bother with what the rest of the world thinks. I think she'll brilliant and beautiful.


im always looking for diet buddies and support. especially those who may have had similar weight issues. even not, im always looking to meet new support buddies =)