I am a 33 year old mother of two. My boyfriend of 3 years and I finally took the plunge and moved in together on the beach this year. Since we have been here, it has not been warm enough to swim...which is a good thing. My body is not ready to be in a bikini!!!! I want to lose the 10 pounds I have gained in the last 5 months before our trip to Jamaica in a month...and then keep the weight off to enjoy the ocean at home for the summer. A huge part of my goal is to tone up. I have never been very firm and although I was thin, I was always worried about my tummy in a bikini. Most of you know what I am talking about. You know, trying to lay as flat as you can while tanning so that your tummy looks nice and flat...and waiting until no one is watching before standing, fearing your tummy rolls would show and gross everyone out...LOL! Well, this year, I am going for the gold! I am trying to lose the extra fat but firm up at the same time. I would love to know what it feels like to be in a bikini and not be worried about my tummy! It is all about my comfort level...and living instead of worrying!