Not sure what I want to do - diet or life. Do I stay or do I go? What happened to "us". I know I need to take care of myself before I can take care of anyone else, just not sure I want to take care of him anymore. But then where would I go and how would I survive? We're not much more than roommates anymore. We used to be so much more, it hurts to remember.Maybe I should just go to bed. Quit thinking. I can't change him, only me. Come what may.
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