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Slept poorly last night.
My younger daughter posted on facebook that we as a nation need to change the dialog about rape and we need to advocate for women. Men are not held accountable for crimes against women and rape victims are routinely subjected to interrogations about their own behaviors. What were you wearing, were you drinking and how much, were you flirting, did you invite him in. She linked to a blog on medium.com written by Laura Louise titled, "Michelle Marks is dead, Mark Turner is a rapist, & men are still blaming every single thing but themselves for their crimes against humanity."
Above this link, my daughter wrote that she herself was raped two weeks ago, had been raped multiple times since the age of fourteen, and it would probably happen again. She wrote, "Let me be clear: this is my story. If you ever weaponize it and direct it at me, you will be ejected from my life without a moment's hesitation. If you try to absorb this experience and make it about you, it is another violation, and another unforgivable one."
I felt that last bit was directed at me. She has so much rage, and there was a point she refused to talk to me for two years. I offered my support and she replied that she wanted me to work on changing things by tirelessly advocating for women.
They were boyfriends, friends, dates. No strangers.
Tonight I am cooking for my two daughters, three grandkids, son-in-law, and younger daughter's new boyfriend. She says I will like him. I understand he just graduated from high school. My daughter is 26 years old. If I weren't fasting right now, I would be a mess.
I come from a family that protected child molesters and rapists. My boundaries were/are so messed up. I feel I am in part to blame for her suffering. I want to help and don't know what to do.
I'm going to make a beautiful dinner and make my house a safe place with love and family. I don't know what else to do.
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112.5 kg
지금까지 감소한: 2.7 kg.
남은양: 51.3 kg.
다이어트 실행도: 100%.
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다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2016년 06월 25일:
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2790 kcal
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지방: 136.95g | 단백질: 84.37g | 탄수화물: 322.31g.
아침 식사: Tortilla Corn Chips, Cooked Pinto, Calico or Red Beans, Coffee. 점심 식사: Tortilla Corn Chips. 저녁 식사: Whipped Heavy Cream (Unsweetened), Strawberries, Green String Beans, Carrots, Red Cabbage, Plain or Buttermilk Biscuits, Chicken with Gravy (Mixture), Lettuce. 간식/기타: Salsa, Tortilla Corn Chips. 더보기
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