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It’s funny how I’d think my weight and body image was my problem to live and deal with and that the people around me did carry it and therefore were not affected by it only to realise how I feel about it impacts those around me almost just as much as it impacts and effects me. 🥹
I got into a relationship with a loving partner who embraces me as I am, not once has he made me feel bad for how much I weigh and how my body looks but I realised that me being in a relationship with him with him being a very attractive person has brought out the vicious side of my self loathing habits. I am constantly having to stop myself from self sabotaging because I feel like I’m not good enough for him and that he can do better, but he doesn’t think so. I realise that I am now making him carry the burden of my appearance by requiring him to continuously remind me that he is attracted to me and he loves me… it’s unfair on him. It’s unfair on me. And it has the potential of ruining a good thing.
다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2022년 06월 28일:
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867 kcal
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지방: 51.73g | 단백질: 73.21g | 탄수화물: 20.18g.
아침 식사: Parmalat Cheddar Cheese, Woolworths Snacking Peppers , Sliced Ham, Fried Egg , Coffee. 점심 식사: PnP Butternut, Chicken Liver (Pan-Fried, Cooked) . 더보기
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