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AHH! My head is killing me! I don't know whether the headache is from the stress or lack of sleep (I'm on the go from 6am to 12am). Tonight I get out of class early so I am hoping to be in bed by 10. I still have a ton of homework to do and can't get behind on cleaning the house!
The scale was down today but I know it would be more if I could just manage to get a few more hours of sleep. I'm pretty on top of my time management so I just have to wait until I have less things to do. I do want to thank all my buddies for the encouragement though! It gets crazy but I know it could be worse.
So, yesterday I said I was hoping for a ring- let me just say lately I am dying to get engaged. I don't know if it's the biological clock or what! My boyfriend and I will be together three years in August. Last June we bought our house together and marriage is definately something that is discussed and is in the future. He actually told me the other day if I would shut up about it maybe it would happen -lol- So that is step number one, I'm going to not talk about it and hopefully by graduation I will walk across that stage with a ring!
I am also trying to be more attenetive to his needs and wants. He's a very caring, sweet guy and I tend to take him for granted and put him on the backburner when my plate is over flowing. I'm making a concious decision to not do this.
Yesterday I was in "his" room (where all his clothing and personal items are) and I stumbled across some journals from 2002-2005. Now I didn't want to read them but I had to snoop a little. I found something about some random girl but quickly flipped to the good stuff about his ex, lol. Now this stuff is from 2005 so there is no jealousy issues or anything like that. As I was reading a few pages I could tell this is the same man I am with he's just older know but the emotions are still the same. Though, I would never tell him I looked at these because of how angry he would be, I learned so much! Reading this, and I honestly only skimmed through a few pages, allowed me to be better in tune with the things I do and how they effect the way he feels. I won't read again because I don't want to find out things that will piss me off or upset me but I am glad I read what I did.
blah, blah, blah....hope everyone has a great day!!!
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