A neighbor of mine was telling me how bad her daughter has been doing and that she's gained so much weight, she's even bigger than me. That was comforting. I still have fatorexia, and I don't see myself as a benchmark by which people have suddenly become exceedingly gargantuon. (how do you spell that?)
thanks to MyVirtualModel.com, and a sliver version of Photoshop, I've created a virtual me with a haircut. Once I reach 174 (I'll no longer be obese!), I'll get myself some cool workout clothes.
Once I get to 160, I'll get a haircut similar to the one on the model.