Oh what to write about today. I sure don't think my life is very interesting, but it's nice to chat about it anyway. I guess because I'm still in that melancholy mood I'm not overly excited about much. Need to find something to get excited about again.
Kiddos have been enjoying the beginning of their summer break by staying at "Gramma Day Camp". My parents are staying at a campground near where we live so the kids get to go there instead of day care for the rest of the week. It's nice having family in town, and I'm glad the kids get the chance to hang out with their grandparents and have special experiences with them. However, even with them around to help out, I don't seem to take advantage of the time to myself. I always feel like my kids are my 1st responsibility and that I should be there for them as soon as possible. I know...it's all in my head, but I put being a mom as job #1.
My lunch hours at the gym just aren't long enough. I'm finding myself tiptoeing to my desk just a little later every day lately. There's always just so much I want to do, and I find that I have the energy to want to do just one more set here and there.
Over the weekend, hubby approached me with the prospect of a transfer. Now I really hate moving, but it doesn't mean I won't. It's just one of those situations where if he puts in for the transfer and does get selected, that's it...we can't later decline the offer. So, I told him let's just "throw those cards up to God and let Him sort it out for us." Meaning, I want him to follow his hopes and put in for the new job and if he is selected then we'll just have to make it work...and it will work somehow (like it always does). I'd likely quit working altogether and be a stay-at-home mom for a few more years until #2 starts school. Not that I'm fond of leaving my job; I like to work; but if forced to move, I want to be able to settle with my kids for a while and embrace the change. So, we'll see how it all plays out.
Speaking of kids, I miss them today. My daughter, who is now 17 months old, is at such a fun age. But, I feel like I don't get to spend enough time with her. I remember feeling this way when my son was her age, too. I mean, by the time I get home from work, get home, dinner, etc. I probably get a half hour with her before she needs to got to bed. I'm jealous of those care givers that get to spend so much time with her and watch her little personality unfold. My son, who is 6, well, it seems like he's always wanting more of my time...but I couldn't ask for a more loving boy. I can't wait for the end of the day when I get to hug them.
다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2014년 06월 19일:
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1341 kcal
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지방: 48.58g | 단백질: 75.83g | 탄수화물: 152.27g.
아침 식사: Coffee, Jam Preserves, Philadelphia Original Cream Cheese, Plain Crepe. 점심 식사: Simply Orange 100% Pure Orange Juice, GNC Amplified Wheybolic Extreme 60 - Vanilla, Organic Valley Low Fat Cottage Cheese, Barilla Rotini Pasta. 간식/기타: Jimmy John's #6 Vegetarian, Planters NUT-rition Energy Mix, Simply Balanced Greek Yogurt, Granola. 더보기
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1867 kcal
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운동:
웨이트 트레이닝 (적당한 무게) - 25 분, 걷기 (운동) - 5.5km/h - 10 분, 걷기(힘차게) - 6.5km/h - 10 분, 휴식 - 7 시간 15 분, 숙면 - 7 시간, 운전 - 1 시간, 책상 업무 - 8 시간. 더보기
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