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I am considering transitioning to being a vegetarian for moral issues. First I plan to cut beef. Then poultry. The only seafood I eat is shrimp, so that should not be too hard. But maybe shrimp will stay on the menu occaisionally.
I have a lot to learn about this lifestyle change and I need a good book. My sister in law is a vegetarian, but until I am ready I would like to do this work by myself.
I am tired of being fat, of being powerless. I am making a real effort feel things, instead of shoving things in my mouth to deal with it. Of course that is the easy way. This is hard. Harder than one would think. I am in a wierd place emotionally, people never cease to amaze me with their cruelty or ignorance.
Trying to decide how to deal with a certain friend issue. I know I am being overly sensitve about this, but it does hurt. My initial reaction is to let go. Ignore and be glad for the good times. Professionally I see her frequently. A user-- not on purpose I think, but a user none the less. Self- centered, but not in a way you really notice. It is just how she is, and somehow I am not the friend she calls anymore. I wonder what changed. But, this is something to not worry about. It was a season, and the season is over. But still, it does hurt.
All in all, I would say this has been a pretty shitty day. I am just glad I didnt go over my calories more than I did. I guess that can be a comfort. I have really got to do better with my calorie intake. I have to cook more, but I need to be home more in order to do that.
This week has sucked and I just want to lay in the bed and cover my head. I am going to bed.
Good night and have a pleasant weekend.
다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2010년 10월 23일:
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318 kcal
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지방: 4.09g | 단백질: 10.57g | 탄수화물: 62.40g.
아침 식사: Instant Oatmeal - Lower Sugar Maple and Brown Sugar, land o lakes fat free, 2 tbs sugar, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds). 더보기
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