Well "HAPPY Early BIRTHDAY" .. I'm sorry to hear that you miss your Mom but keep your faith. Maybe she'll come see you soon. I read your bio, and I know you don't want to hear this, but things will get better for you! I remember my teenage years, and I'm not in any way trying to make it seem like you're worrying about nothing b/c it is really hard to be a teen. Really tough times, I believe you will make it though. P.s. You really are a beautiful girl!! Good Job on your diet! =D