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so, been trying to shop lately. i can now shop in pretty much any store. they even have my size in hollister, which was pretty much unheard of before. i have been having mixed feelings about shopping in straight sized stores with NO plus sizes options. i suppose I'm no longer plus sizes but i was for a good portion of my life. i felt left out, looked over and like i couldn't shop in malls because most stores didn't fit me. now my body fits the acceptable mold and its bittersweet. i think the difference between me and most people who lose weight is i didn't hate myself fat. I loved who i was then and i love myself now. i still look at that girl as one who went through hell to make me who i am today. which is i guess why i look at torrid with heart eyes and Victoria secret with daggers. funny thing is i can only fit one of those stores now...
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