145 this morning. I checked my BMI and now, I am no longer overweight. I'm "normal!"
I know people don't put a lot of stock into BMI calculators and the such, but today I am putting all my eggs in that basket because for the first time it's in my favor. I honestly cannot believe that I am finally in the normal range. I don't look too skinny or sickly. I don't look like a twig. I want to keep going.
After the stand still I felt like May was for me, June is getting off on the right foot. I feel a little of the seesaw action, but it's not as bad as it was last month.
I'm going to hold true to my goal of 10-15 pounds before vacation, I just counted and I have exactly 50 days before I go. I think that my goal is doable.
Right now I'm just trying to enjoy what I've accomplished. I feel like the journey is something I should try to enjoy. I'm significantly smaller than I was last year. I wish I could find some pictures that had my whole body in them, but I was so ashamed of my body that I just couldn't bring myself to take a full length shot. Now I'm running around looking for a camera. Not really, but you get what I'm saying.
There is so much more to talk about, but it's Friday, so enjoy your weekend, and just have fun.
I have a Pancreatic Cancer Awareness walk tomorrow morning. From 9 until 11:30. I hope it doesn't rain. Joe's father passed away last year from the disease, so now we're trying our best to raise awareness and funds to find a cure. If you're interested in helping at all, I'll put the link. If you want to donate or find an event in your area, feel free to PM, I'll help you find something and if you want to "sponsor a walker," I'll give you my full name, to do so.
Have a good weekend!
Pancreatic Cancer Walk 6/5/10